2004-12-27 - 7:35 a.m.
I am left feeling bad. I have best friends. They have held the "best" friend position for quite some time now. But as time passes, I start wondering why. It's not that these best friends have committed some trespass that has got me thinking about newness, I just want to know why they have been erected onto my own social pedistal. I think it may be because of invested time. Maybe invested effort in understanding. Financial support?!? If I do get to the bottom this, i am sure it will only be and answer for my collection and nothing more, nothing I can use to get anywhere else, other than the next antique or tremendous Q and A.
