2005-02-05 - 9:52 p.m.
Failed atempt at fidelity of thought. Do I find it impossible to remain pure of thought, or at least monogamous? I feel like I keep betraying everyone with my scathing critism, and in a sense, it is just self destruction. I am selfish in my judgements, but selfless in my consideration of their results.
I think if I considered my words much more carefully I wouldn't be any better off. It's choosing what flies out of this trap of a mouth, this open hategate. I wish I didn't have to keep wishing.
Vagina of hope, birth me some solice.
haha
