2005-02-20 - 3:21 p.m.
When I look at myself in the mirror I pick out things I can work on. Things that "could" be altered without surgery, with routine, with an amendment to my r'epertoire of daily ins and outs. I leave for Calgary on Wednsday and I am really excited. I want to appear fresh and clean. And stylish. I have been meeting people on the internet more frequently than ever before lately. There is one who is tearing at me in a sweet way though. He is older than me and his heart is giant within his chest. I am estimating. We have just started talking but his consideration is appealing. I will type something and he will reply and it makes my heart sing. Makes me hard and gratified. It feels like the highest evolution of internet dating and electronic intimacy. I want to meet him. He turns me on with his words. I feel like we are meant to teach each other something about why we are here. Wherever here is.
