2005-02-22 - 7:58 a.m.
My inability to see situations clearly has gotten the best of me. I am so ready to reveal my heart to the butchers and welders. I want to find permanent love but I want it to feel right, not like I am commiting some home intrusion. I refuse to involve myself in something that will advertantly hurt anyone. I should look for someone single first of all. God, what is wrong with me. I don't have time for any of this. I am going to Calgary tommorow morning. I am coming home on Sunday evening. I wonder if the time spent will drag or fly.
