2005-03-01 - 7:11 a.m.
Calgary was exciting. I met up with my friend Andrew and he is great. I feel like dating him, but the long distance thing is an issue. Him and his friends are coming here for a visit in the end of March. It feels like winter is finally over. I can't wait until it is burning hot outside and I get a killer tan. Killer. I am feeling a mixture of immaturity and ridiculous adultness. All I want to do is buy shoes and get drunk and the other half of me wants a morgarge and a car payment.
Maybe those are both immature feelings. Or desires. I looked up the difference between covet, envy and jealousy. Coventness is earsnest wishing for something, especially if it is someone elses. Evny is a bitter desire to have an atvantage or a rival or something someone else has. Jealous is suspicion of rivals, protectiveness over possesions, and overly aware of others atvantages.
