2009-09-01 - 8:36 p.m.
Everything from before is a lie. Or not exactly a lie but a sort of alternate expression to the bare-bones, gripping reality I was really suffering.
This happens to me whenever I fail to update for three years. I read this bubble of history, my confused and overcomplicated emotions and ideas, and I kind of heave in embarrassment.
But what is a person to do? My harsh, internal critic prevents enough growth. I have to take what I can get.
